Found Myself

Here I'm, lost in my reminiscent.

And trying to quantify the way I'm from the way I was.
I am here since last 3 months and still not able to find myself. People here around me understand me only the way I am but their dull eyes prevent them from seeing the Utopia I once lived in. Sometimes in morning even I cant recognize myself and addresses it as a Black Swan.

Nostalgic is the only word I found in my dictionary to express the tsunami of thoughts at this point of time.Each and every single moment of my life is going through me with an inkling on my mind, it is like a flick.Feeling like seeing my own mind on a silver screen, only I can listen to the loud music. While I recollecting  my memory, some of them hit very hard on me.They suddenly make me met with me..They make me understand the way I was ..It felt out of this world to me,and today I can feel that I lost me in the "Life" I'm living now days.I can feel that all these day I was just waiting for myself against time.Everyone now and then go through with this once and I'm sure that somehow somewhere  your originality is curtained with the way you're living under the sun,which(Originality) always flabbergast you. And now I can assure that feeling of being our self is second to none...

I'm very happy to find Myself in a brief history of time.