Tu hi toh hai....

Na jane kitna waqt beet gaya yun sath me

par har waqt kyu mujhe naya sa lagta hai...

jab jhaankhta hoon beete waqt me main 

na jane kyu tu apna sa lagta hai......

Kahne ko toh hum sath nahi....

par band aankho se tu kareeb sa lagta hai...

jab bhi akela hota hoon main..

hawa ka jhonkha bhi teri khusbu sa lagta hai..

ye kaisi kashish hai tujhme..

ki sard raato me tu tapish sa lagata hai.....

kaise bataoon tujhe iss bandhan ka...

saans leta hoon toh tu saans sa lagta hai..

khud ko akela kaise dekhun main aaine me...

nazar uthau toh tu nazar sa lagta hai...

aankho se aankhe tujhse milau bhi kaise...

dekhte hi tujhe nasha sa lagta hai......

Ab to neend mujhe aayegi bhi kaise...

raat hote hi mere upar tu aasman sa lagta hai...

mere dil me ab bas teri parchai hai...

khud ka dil bhi ab mujhe samandar sa lagta hai...

na jane kitna waqt beet gaya yun sath me

par har waqt kyu mujhe naya sa lagta hai...

jab jhaankhta hoon beete waqt me main 

na jane kyu tu apna sa lagta hai......

Beete Lamhe.....

kuch log zinghi me asie aate hai..
jaise behata pani jab patharo pe apne nishan banata hai....
pathar ki vo lakire har waqt unn lehro ki yaaad dilati hai...
vo thama hua waqt ko guzar chuka tha....
waise hi kuch log zinghi me apni jagah aise bana lete hai ...
jo unn lakiro kei tarah kabhi nahi mitti...
kabhi lagta bhi hai yu ki zindghi me ab kya rah gaya hai....
phir kabhi koi aisa bhi milta hai..
jo kabhi unn lakiro ko mitana nahi chahta ..
bas unn lakiro pe yakin dilata hai..
aur unke sath jeena sikhta hai....
phir jo zindghi jo yaado me beeta karti thi..
vo unn yaado ke sath jeene lagti hai....
phir jo lakire kisi ki kami ka ehsas dilati thi..
wahi lakire kisi ki khushi ka ehsaas me khush hona sikhati hai.......

kisi sache dost ka sath zindghi me na sirf sukun par therav bhi lata hai...
kuch log zinghi ko uss pani ki tarah dekhte hai....jo har waqt behta hai....
aur kuch log unn patharo ki tarah jin par pani apne nishan banata chalta hai......

Simple but very Special Feeling

Today again as all the days I was just waiting to get sleep with the first light, but unable to have one. Then shut my eyes and tried harder to make that happen, but with each passing moment all my efforts were going in wane. Then the bright light snatched my catnap from me. And now I awake to witness one of best thing in this planet.

 Birds are chirping in the cold environment.The breeze is very smooth and cold. Bangalore's sky is covered with mist fog and Sun is peeping through them.  Wow..... What an amazing experience. I know most of the people in this very world is witnessing this daily.

Although I also seen this so many times and almost daily since last 3 month.... But today is something special. I cant understand this or express this feeling ... The view in front of  my eyes made me spellbound. Today after a long I'm feeling The Morning !

I just made a full stretch of my hand and try to grab this. The chirping sound feeling like a soft melody, I don't feel like having a cover from the cool breeze. The smell of flowers and trees in the air is intoxicating me.The feel of dew on leaves. The energy of the ora gravitates me to the core. I don't know why but it makes me so happy.

Din aaj bhi kuch waisa hi hai jaise roz tha

Aaj bhi roz ki tarah mein subh hone ke sath sone laga tha,

Phir aaj subh ko hote huye jab dekha meine,

Mano yun laga jeeti jagti zindagi ko dekha meine,

Suraz ki kirane me itna sunkun mila mujhe,

Laga jaise waqt ne rok liya mujhe.

Subh roz aise hi hoti hai mere aur sabke liye,

par aaj usse mehsus kiya mein......

insaan har pal wahi rahta hai jo vo hai,

kabhi bhut khush to kabhi ghamo me duba rahta hai....

waqt nahi teharta, har waqt ko badalte dekha meine,

isliye har din ke baad raat aur phir savera hota dekha meine........

Today also I feel so special about a very simple thing in this world.....and that very simple thing make me feel very special i.e. Happy !!!

Kabhi yun bhi toh ho......

Kabhi yun bhi toh ho,
Itefaq se kuch bhi hone ke liye,
kai sadiyon ki sajhish shamil ho,
kabhi yun bhi toh ho.......

ek hadsa haqiqat banne ko,
Zindghi me shamil ho,
Kabhi yun bhi toh ho....

Chandani me dubi ek shaam ko,
Dariya pe sahil mann ki tarah shaant ho
khawabo me yun tera sath ho,
Kabhi yun bhi toh ho....

Raat ka har pehar yun thehar ke,
humare sath ke sath ho,
ye thandi hawa me madhoshi ghuli ho jaise,
koi na humre sath ho,
kabhi yun bhi toh ho....

raat bhi na aage yu badhna chahe,
jasie waqt bhi fiza me kaid ho,
khamoshiyan baaate karne lage jab,
itefaq se tum aao,
kbhi yun bhi toh ho.....
Itefaq se kuch bhi hone ke liye,
kai sadiyon ki sajhish shamil ho,
kabhi yun bhi toh ho.......

Dil Chahta hai !!

Dil chahta hai...aaj phir se Dil kuch chahta hai...
jis pal me zinda hoke bhi zinghi ko dundte the,
ussi pal ko zinda karne ko aaj Dil chahta hai......
kabhi  suna tha kissi ko kahte maine waqt ke baare me,
ki beeta waqt acha ya bura yaad karne pe dukh deta hai,
par phir bhi na jane kyu aaj uss waqt pe khush hone ko dil chahta hai..
shayad unn palo me khush nahi bhi tha m kabhi kabhi,
unn beete huye palo me khush hone ko aaj dil chahta hai....
kuch pal aise bhi the jinme dill dhadka bhi karte the,
sabhi yaaro ke sath phir hum hal sujhaya bhi karte the,
pal aaj bhi hai , pal wahi kal bhi the,
dil aaj wahi bhi wasie hi dhadakta hai,
pehle har waqt me ek pal tha,
 aaj ek pal me vo pura waqt beetane ko dil chahta hai...
pehle unn palo me zindghi shamil thi
aaj zindghi me unno palo ko shamil karne ko dil chahta hai,
dost saare aaj bhi wahi hai, jaise vo kal the,
bas unke sath ka sath hone ko aaj dil chaha hai....
Waqt ki kaid me zindghi hai magar,
chand ghadiyan yahin hai jo aazad hai,
Jeevan ne waqt ke pinjare me jin palo ko kaid kar liya hai....
Unhe aazaad karne ko aaj Dil Chahta hai.....
Bas mera dil aaj yahi chahta hai !!!!!

Pata hi nahi chala...

After a long time.I'd wrote something.  



Pyar hai itna ki khud ko kabhi kabhi khud pe yakin nahi ho pata...

ki main kissi ko itna kaise chah sakta hoon...

ki usse yaad karte karte m khud ko kaise bhul jata hoon..

uski baato me main kaise yun kho jata hoon...

uske har gham me kaise main aa jata hoon....

na jaane kaise main khud ko yakin dilata hoon ...

ki pata nahi chalta ki kab main tum ho jata hoon......

Pal pal jab soch me jab main dub jata hoon..

ki mein kaise tujhe bulata hoon....

aawaz phr kyu vo mujhe sunai deti hai ...

aur phr khud ko meine batlata hoon....

ki pata nahi chalta kab m tum ho jata hoon...

Jab jab tu mujhe bulati hai ...

khuda ki aawaz mein sun leta hoon...

jab bhi aata hai tera hath mere hatho me ...

ibadat mein kar leta hoon.....

lagta hai ussne mujhe bulaya hai...

phr tere liye usse bhi rooth mein jata hoon...

ki pata nahi chalta ka main tum ho jata hoon......

Vo kahti hai jab pyar tumhi se m karti hoon....

na jaane kitne aasmano par mein udd jata hoon...

har bar jab vo kahti hai "tum bhi kaho na ek bar"....

m aankhe jhukaye bas yahi kah pata hoon...

ki pata nahi chalta kab main tum ho jata hoon......

Aankhe teri jab jab askh bahati hai ....

kahun kuch bhi par dil se mien roo jata hoon.....

tab lagta hai maano sawan ye kabhi na rukne paayega....

aansu ki ek boon ke piche har chhez bemani hai ...

phr teri ek muskan se ..

dil me bahar me le aata hoon....

ki pata hi nahi chalta kab main tum ho jata hoon......

Masum si muskan jab tere chehre pe aati hai ....

mano har gham main bhul jata hoon....

hatho se jab bhi vo mere chehre ko chuti hai......

jeevan ka ehsaas m kar pata hoon....

pas jabbhi vo mere aati hai...

khud ki saanso so mehsus main kar pata hoon ....

na jane ye sath kabse mere sath hai... ..

ki pata nahi chalta kab main tum ho jata hoon

Jab piche mud ke mein dekhta hoon.....

khudki parchai me usko dekh main pata hoon....

phr ye sochne main lagta hoon kya vo bhi mere sath chalti hai....

phr aachanak ek aawaz kadmo ko mere yu rok leti hai ....

"Pata nahi chala kab mein tum ho jati hoon" ...

Aur mein bas kahta chala chalta hoon ki......

"Wahkyi pata hi nahi chalta kab mein tum ho jata hoon " !!!!

Thought...That Counts !!

Today, don't know how but I gained consciousness while dreaming , and my cell phone told me that is 3 AM. I'd tried my level best to sleep again but come to naught. Suddenly some Ruminations awinig the canvas of my mind.

With each passing moment this thought is monopolizing my mind.

"You should speak up  and come out of your close shell ,

If you have so much to offer ....."

When someone told me these line a while ago, I thought that I understood its very meaning, but now I become cognizant of the fact that these words have various fraternal folds in it.

I can say that these lines put some impact me even though I was not able understood it the very extend earlier.

But today I realized the underlined deep thought and the time taken to come up with these lines.

In the morning I came up this conclusion 

"Intelligence and knowledge is not a prize to be possesed,

It's a responsibility !! "  

Today  I'd harvested this conclusion  for the rest of my life.

Thank you so much Mam.